What A Month…

November has been a month, yeesh.

I don’t think I’ve written a word.

Depression hit hard at the start of the month and then my last grandparent died this past Monday morning. We knew it was coming, but the waiting has been exhausting.

I’ve been doing a cleaning extravaganza of my home and then I’ll cleanse it. I’m hoping this will help me feel some sense of control as I get back on track.

It’s an odd feeling because I feel like I was gong so strong that second to last week of October, and then I took time off and everything just came to a screeching halt.

I’m trying not to get myself down and fall into the same patterns of starting, failing, starting again, failing again, going into a hole for years, and doing that on repeat.

So, onwards!